I try to be a good friend. I try to be good at whatever it is I am doing. Yet sometimes when I hear so much opposition from others I wonder why even try? There is no real handbook for life. Evn if there was, all you could is try because things do not work the same for all. I try to cook. I try to laugh. I try to do what is right. Ever feel like giving up? I do, but then I don't know where I would go to give up to. So I just keep trying.