Saturday, January 21, 2012

Can't Walk Away...Waiting for You


I can't walk away. I can't live with this pain and misery. This sorrow and loneliness. This is like death, this is like divorce. This is grief. I not only have loss I am at a loss. I don't recognize this pain well enough to apply any of my tools. I don't quite remember the pain enough to know how to deal with it. To have you let me go was unbearable. But I had comfort knowing we both would be alone for awhile. That we both would be getting our lives together. That maybe one day, once our lives were settled and we each took our time, what happiness we could either come to apart or once again be rejoined. MY heart was hurting and slowly ripping at the seams, but to hear you are with another has shattered my heard and left it in pieces on the ground. Some of those pieces are stuck in the mud of sorrow, misery, despair, loss and death. Death of this love. Death of us. I would rather die than live without your love. Is she worth that kind of pain? Do I mean nothing to you? How am I to go on without you? I don't want happiness without you. I don't want to be ok. I don't' want to move on. Because once I do you will truly let me go.



Oh no Here comes that sun again That means another day Without you my friend And it hurts me To look into the mirror at myself And it hurts even more To have you be with somebody else And it's so hard to do And so easy to say But sometimes Sometimes you just have to walk away Walk away With so many people To love in my life Why do I worry About one We've tried the goodbye So many days We walk in the same direction So that we could never stray They say if you love somebody Then you have got to set them free But I would rather be locked to you Than live in this pain and misery They say time will Make all this go away But it's time that has taken my tomorrows And turned them into yesterdays And once again that rising sun Is droppin' on down And once again you my friend Are nowhere to be found And it's so hard to do And so easy to say But sometimes Sometimes you just have to walk away




I've been waiting for you
I've been waiting for you
Never found anything else to do
But waiting for you

I've been calling your name
I've been calling your name
Never found anything else to say
Nothing to say

You can kill a lot of time if you really wanna put your mind to it
Leave it all behind if you never want to go through it

I keep hearing your name
I keep hearing your name
Nothing else sounds the same
As hearing your name

You can kill a lot of time if you really put your mind to it
Or leave it all behind if and never go through it

I keep hoping for you
Keep hoping for you
What else can I do
But keep hoping for you?

You can kill a lot of time if you really wanna put your mind to it.
Or leave it all behind and never really have to go through it
We can kill a lot of time and never really have to go through it

What else can I do
But keep waiting for you?